My Year Of Everything

Let’s cut to the present day for a moment. In finally telling the “Wanna Be A VJ” story*, one thing has hit me in the face over and over: it’s been a long time since I’ve said such a big, stupid YES. It’s been ages since I’ve scared myself, since I’ve risked embarrassment for potential growth. Sure, I write a lot and I spend a lot of time on stage, but I tend to stick to the things I know I can do well. I’ve gotten comfortable, which has put me in the odd position of getting a vicarious thrill from my own story; each time I’ve hit “create post” on one of these installments, I’ve thought: I should be more like that guy. 

So in the spirit of this project, last night I adopted the philosophy of Danny Wallace’s “Yes Man” and tried standup for the first time. I’d been wanting to do it for ages, but it scares me like no other thing ever, so I put it off and off and off. But last night, Rob Delaney and I did our first variety show at Upright Citizens Brigade, and in between acts, I went up and gave it a whirl. 

And it was the most fun I’ve had in a very long time. 

Did I stack the deck? Oh, heavens yes. It’s very difficult to fail when Jen Kirkman comes right before you, and Greg Behrendt, Kate Micucci and Jimmy Pardo are after. It was a well-primed audience, and they won’t always be that way, but I think I can handle it. Thanks to all who came out. 

There is no better feeling than a fear conquered. If there’s something you’ve been meaning to try but have been afraid to- and it is legal and ethical- say yes to it**. Put it on your calendar right this second and stick to it. You will buzz with satisfaction, I promise. 

* Which there’s plenty more to, and I’ll get back to it presently. 

** If your thing is this, well… it’s a little on the nose, but I support you.